Just For You My Son

We didn’t get out much together last year. Janet worked from home and I was an “essential” worker. I was asked a lot. “How is Janet or how’s your wife?” My response close to if not is always the same, “just as cute as she wanna be!” Most of the time I’m blushing inside and trying not to fumble with my words. It’s because at that very moment she is running through my mind with no boundaries. From time to time I have asked God if He is sure she is all mine. “Just for you my son.” “There are so many things that are not supposed to be, except you and me.” I love you, sweetheart! March 27, May 7, 9, June 27, 2021.

Glad The Tomb Is Empty

I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine

Solomon said “I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine…. I have found the one whom my soul loves.” The journey to realize this has been long but worth every step. I used to struggle with how to talk to you, how to hold you, how to keep you close, how to keep you at peace in the midst of my battles with the principalities of this world. My self-perceived inadequacies brought me\us to our knees but opened the door for God. I couldn’t imagine taking one breath without you, yet my mind's inability to yield to my heart's “just because love” clouded the path that God had for us. You never asked me for more than me. I am so sorry it took me a “few” years to figure out who he was. I could see us in your eyes and it always calmed my troubled spirit. You knew who he was. Now I do too. He loves you, sweetheart.

Glad The Tomb Is Empty.